dementia praecox

I think I crapped throughout that interview lol. And it turns out, they still want me. =x So today, I went down to the agency to sign the contract and got lost (again?) getting to Hotel Royale. 3 way conversation almost made me climbed an over-head bridge needlessly.

Contract signed, I headed down to SNEC to meet Cind for lunch. Then head over to donate my blood. Saw a woman faint at the door while I was filling up the form. Medical assistance was immediately provided to her. Turns out she got up too fast and walked out after she donate blood. (Didn't even made it to the door; luckily.)

Enjoyed mindless chit-chat with the nurses tending to me and later relax and let my blood flow~ Had to pump throughout the process instead of the blood just flowing. The nurse asked if I had enough water... (I did.) Managed to almost fill a full pack. Was worried and ask them if this can be accepted (:shakes head: felt like didn't do well in exam like that...) and the nurse kept reassuring me.

Excited for my next donation, as it will be my tenth! Ended my ninth donation with the regular snack courtesy of HSA then headed down to Bugis for a while to meet Drew then headed back to SNEC to meet Cind for dinner.

KTV tomorrow, sweet dreams peeps!

Labels: Meet-ups, Studies/Work

Got a call a few days ago asking if I'm available to work. Not the usual type.

Anyway I've decided to give it a shot after hearing the details and I've just gone for the interview. I think it'll work out and I'll be working soon~

Labels: Studies/Work

Entertained this morning... Good and bad. I was feeling down these few days but I need to feel better and I felt some other people need to too.

Two nights ago I felt suicidal. We had a couple of high-rise buildings to choose from... but suicide is for losers and my insurance doesn't cover it. I've been working at it; seeing all those wonderful works appearing from all over the world and wondering what it'll be like to be one of that. Then my current BOSS just have to burst my tiny bubble.

I stopped drawing leisurely after I lost whatever that cause me to like drawing after secondary school... that's 10 years ago. It brings a bitter smile to my face when I realised the one who encouraged me to start again is now no longer by my side.

Arvin, I missed you.

Picked up the sketch-pad again recently cause I dreamt of you. I have to continue... Because it's you.

Labels: Rants, Studies/Work, Weirdology

Been sorting out some very old notes since exams... And my laptop's hdd went click click yesterday. To think, Mr Tham told us not to kill trees and bring our laptop for the notes and stuff... Guess I will continue killing trees.

I feeling terrible because I lost all the songs I wrote recently. Pissy mood. 'Run Devil Run' had been running through my mind... A lot (more than 'Lupin' unfortunately)... My mp3s T-T

Figures that my return post will be complaints... Life sucks... Everyone, let's all die together~

On a happier note, Happy Birthday to Joleen and Eric!

Labels: Birthday Post, Fangirling, Rants, Studies/Work

Andrew, please don't pass the flu virus to me again and again... We pass 来 pass 去 totally not 好玩咯~

Side note: Color Genics, seems a good way for boss to test us out? I hope not.

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.

You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

You don't really give in. You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.

It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.

You are experiencing extreme frustration at this point of time, trying to achieve security and peace of mind, but whatever you seem to do doesn't effect the situation. You are worn out and your energy is being seriously depleted. You may be experiencing what is known as 'heartache' - both mentally and physically. You are a listener and you listen and respond to everything that is going on around you. You feel that all that life has to offer should be within your grasp and you would like to participate in every part of it but the situation is such that every door seems to be closed to you. You just can't understand why that is. But it is - and what's more you feel powerless to change it.

You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength. You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.

-- This is making me feel depressed all over again. Assignment 1, when can I finish you? --

Labels: Quiz, Rants, Studies/Work

Major build-up. A lot of allocated meet-ups. Some crash and burned, others neglected, one even combusted on itself.

I met Carol on 17.12.09 and 23.12.09. How long since the last contact? 2 or 3 years ago? Time really flies... Reminisces on life long ago and laugh at old stuff. We had fun. *Still waiting for photos*

23.12.09 - Met Ying in train station. Chat below our block and had fun sharing perfumes.

24.12.09 - The most impromptu meet-up ever. Poly clan met and chat. Aston was wonderfully... interesting. And so approaches Christmas~ *Photos here*

29.12.09 - Lunch很补。 Night spent at Down Town East, Da Jie's chalet. Somehow, I rubbed people off the wrong way.

30.12.09 - Frog Porridge! Bodyguards and Assassins brings out random patriotism. I sniffled.

31.12.09 - Almost forgot we were meeting up. Quite 欠打 right? We ate at T.C.C and went KBOX. There was a system change but we manage to grasp it and manhandled it the rest of the way. Siti and I had fun singing malay songs. Major language crossing ensues. Korean, Chinese, Canto, Spanish, English, Japanese... We went crazy with the remote and bouts of giggles. Counted down and shouted "Happy New Year" at Cindy in the toilet~ then ran out to watch fireworks without her. Too bad she called me when the best part of fireworks happened. I was recording a video of it. Laughed at everyone's childish antics, whistling and randomly standing very still to avoid getting "attacked" by sprays. Then getting swamped on the road and took the train home.

01.01.10
Anticipating Kang In's return, to Hankyung's matter being resolved. To everyone's breather. Hopefully this will be a better year; do well in studies, work hard, play hard, earn much. Stay healthy, stay happy, welcome back the dimples.

Stay alert, fresh. Be cool. Everyone, Happy 2010.

Family watched AVATAR on 3D. It was amazing in so many ways.

02.01.10
Shoot some hoops, chatted and had a nice drive. Curry Fish Head then movie. "Old Dogs" was hilarious. I think Med and Iris even choked on their pop-corn and drinks respectively. I just grew breathless with peals of unending laughter. What to do? 我笑点太低了。

03.01.10
Why was bowling canceled!?! P.S: New layout for the new year. Simple is good?

04.01.10
And now here we are. I am leaving for school~

Labels: Fangirling, Foodies, Meet-ups, Studies/Work, Theatrics

I am so full now~ OMG Sushi buffet while parents' away. What a way to celebrate my end of exams.

Labels: Foodies, Studies/Work

How many nights had I burned? Would've counted if I've had some decent sleep. The research paper passed and now I'm on to writing it fully. 10K. If only writing it is as easy as writing stories....

I forgot plot bunnies had deserted me . T-T

Labels: Rants, Studies/Work

1) I really do not think it is acceptable for me to be doing this project as there are restrictions. Prompted: Not an employee. Even when I was one, I wasn't paid.

2) There are other obligations that I have. Like my life? My new job? There are a lot of things that I treasure. Especially essentials like... Oh I don't know, my sleep and sanity (no matter how little I seem to have had.)

3) You do realise I have a schedule? Getting paid means for me to follow them!

4) Shouldn't it be known that the back-up plan is made to be followed and not abandoned? What the hell are you all trying to do? You are managing a department are you not? So when the personnel tell you to fall onto the back-up plan because the 1st idea was stupid, why did you not just follow!?!

To conclude, I am not sure I can deal with idiots who make my friends suffer. I HATE YOU(s)!!!

*Taking a deep breathe* I am fine. Really. It had just been really stressful and I am broke and its not nice and even though I think I had a wonderful new job and all the traveling sucks when you can only go between your office to the hotel. Plus, almost missing the plane on your first work trip? It makes my mentor thinks I am like tardy when traveling or something. He even went as far as to say, "Typical woman." Hey! That was being stereotypically egoistical and biased to boot!!! The security can also be a torture at times. Not to mention the twelve hour shifts (twenty-four if you stack it up) and the secrecy of it all. Trying to up my stress threshold aren't you?

Did I mention my lecturer, failed me? I mean, who fucking fails Final Year Project? (Do not be tempted to say "You", I am so pissed about it that I will fucking hit you.)

The only happy thing that seems to be happening is that I finally get to meet my friends up. Thank you swine flu. Happy Birthday to 阿金 and Cin. Didn't get much for you all but lets hope you like the gifts. Also need to thank Fizh and Iwai for the T-shirts, Shiraz and Juan for the chocolates. The fun part about going overseas nowadays seems to be getting gifts for your friends and see what they get you in return. O.o Let's hope every one enjoy ice-cream and do meet up again soon.

Labels: Birthday Post, Meet-ups, Rants, Studies/Work

The main point of the story I'm going to tell is that the main character was injured. The End. Not much of a story is it?

Apologetic for the scares I caused, however, fortunate it was that no vital organs got wounded. I got a new Adidas T-shirt due to the effort. Duh!

We did not meet up in the end due to financial issues. I was hoping we still get to meet up this lifetime *roll eyes*

Rachael（乐洋） was playing with my facebook and added Pet Society. Hm...

Oh, Christmas was spent at Junion's and it was fun. Our family never celebrate Christmas... ever... Guess there's always a first for some things. I had fun taking photos of drunken kids running around with weird stuff on their hair. *huge grins*

Then its more project work and datelines to meet. I kinda felt drained as my body seems to be getting upset from the mistreatment. At least I get to meet Mummy and Gene they all when things are not under control. They have a calming effect on me, seriously.

Let me end this and go have fun for its the end and a start. I'll think of the resolutions for 2009 later. Till then, I love you all.


You know I always love to come up with stuff to write for special occasions? Well, here's one of them:

I'll be good,
I'll be brave,
I'll be here,
Living another day.

Years come by,
Years will go,
Our friendship,
Hopefully never fades.

Grace and guidance,
Willingly given,
Best wishes my love,
Happy New Year.



Yes friends, you know the usual "Don't copy or I'll sue" thingy or whatever? Ah heck, just use, credit and I'll be a happy kitty:

Looking back on months gone by,
Reflections as the old one ends.
Let's think 'bout what brought us joy,
Family, friends, that someone special.

I smiled at the happy times.
Recalled how you've enriched mine.
Wondered who've really counts.
Fresh upon the New Year's night.

If you've got this message, trust me;
you're one of that special someone in my life,
Thank you for being one of the reasons,
to celebrate the start of a bright New Year.

Labels: Drabbles, Rants, Studies/Work, Weirdology

Not going to talk about how proud that such as small country had it going when raising funds for the less fortunate. It's a known thing after all.

I was really disappointed with how some people complained about helping out. Maybe I should correct that sentence, but I did not know how to put it. I am just sad that there are always people who take credit when no credit is due and put blame on people who willingly gave up their free (or not so free) time to help out at a voluntary charitable event like that. Mind you, they are actually employees, thus its part of their jobs... No?

Just humanity being disappointing all over again...

Labels: News 5 Tonight, Rants, Studies/Work

Mine sucked. The final year project made me totally lost it. I give up. I will not blog on school work anymore. It will cause me to vomit blood.

Labels: Rants, Studies/Work

It's rather obvious the pictures are not out. Well, all of us are so busy with projects. Yes, projects are due this month end (so what the hell am I doing writing long blog entries?) and most probably driving me up the wall. Wait, most probably? Am I nuts already!?!

Turns out, Gene doesn't need that extra paragraph. Though this may brought about minor changes to the song. Whatever, lyrics will be posted soon on Wretch. 请拭目以待。

Oh, Patrick! Happy Birthday. Hope you like your present, you look good in it.
然后这使Andrew看了心痒痒，也想来试。He bloody told me he don't suit pink colour. Like 'Duh!' check out the pictures.I told him he thinks that way because he haven't found the correct pink. This doesn't look bad, does it?看吧，穿对的衣服，就能让你“走路有风”！
We finally met up with Fizh. He's such a busy person. Anyway, the point is, we forgot to take group photo like again? Hur Hur.

Been feeling rather moody lately due to lack of sleep. 有太多东西要做了。Things like:

Finish my COMP 1302, 1307 and 1308 projects.

Finish my Final Year Project

Write the 60,000 words thesis: Effects of Computing on Psychology

Brainstorm on how to start the 15,000 essay on: Security Issue - Cyber Space

Get the女爵induced story out of my head.

Finish the last week of my beta reading job.

推掉热场cases till my fucking throat heals! *Argh*

把欠下的书坑填满，该打的文打完！*灵感伯伯，快回来啊！*

So, I must say, I really love my Gene老婆！ He cheered me up so much with these:
Gintama rocks! *laughs*
Of course, so does Bleach! *grins* Click HERE
Then ends it with a sweet sweet....
The ending is like so sad but sweet. 这就是所谓的，‘苦涩的甜蜜’？

Finally, yes, I am through sorting up my contacts details. Realise I lost some email address due to age old lack of maintainence/communication. Opps. Go me! I have work to do, and I just wasted time I can't afford to lose to blog and watch 超级星光大道(三)。*Roll eyes* Why would you care anyway? Adiós~

Labels: Birthday Post, Meet-ups, Studies/Work, Theatrics, Weirdology

Like my lecturer Herlina says during Friday lecture, this is such a special day. I agree. Happy 9th Birthday to Lou & Hermie, even though you two should be like one year older than me.

Recap on my week.

26.02.2008
Met Nat and Jeyl. Wish I was studying there too. Unfortunately, I have no peanuts. Thanks for the keychain Jeyl. Had char guey tiao and hokkien mee with Nat for dinner. Cravings are nasty stuff especially if you are trying to maintain the rather non-existential figure like mine. Lastly, I enjoyed my time waiting at HMV.

27.02.2008
I notice fickle-minded-ness does not only exist within the souls of university students. My Final Year Project lecturer is a prime example. Met Andrew for L - Change the World. Another one who introduced me to a new gang of people. You brothers/sisters really know I lack companionship man! The ending struck a chord. Someone as pea-brained and insensitive as me is most probably feeling sad because I will not get to see Ken'ichi Matsuyama as Lawliet L again. No, it is not the theme of humane goodness. Definitely not.

28.02.2008
Lectures are killers. But then again, humans are too. No big deal, right?

On the sides:
好友深情演出，起有不支持的道理？二零零八年年度巨作：Told you I was GAY!

Weird that Issac is not in the cast. 怕闹绯闻吗？Gay boy万岁啦！Note that if you order corporate package you will get free poster!

哈哈哈，这算不算玩的太过火？

最近想对你说：“紫涵，我这破嗓哪还能再为你唱曲啊？”Irritating sore throat, when will you heal? 要知道，我靠你吃饭的。

Labels: Birthday Post, Foodies, Meet-ups, Rants, Studies/Work, Theatrics, Weirdology

Recently,我发现我被操惨了。Getting sick of my course. Really, is this what I want? Should I continue and give up on my dreams, no matter how far-fetched they seem to be? Already, I am looking for alternative routes towards my studies direction. Fussy virgo, leaving things undone again; you.

Ponders negativity - habitual skepticism and a disagreeable tendency to deny or oppose or resist suggestions or commands. Does that sounds like someone you know? Am I the one? Thinks rather negatively audience will respond with negatives for negativity results. Was hoping someone could confirm my doubts. Obviously, results states negative due to the assertion of verified information showing no one visits the abode situating at the pits of Styx. Yes I am talking about this blog in case you haven't notice I am being sarcastic.

Had I been willing, this farce would stop the moment I met my Final Year Project Lecturer. Maybe I was pretty objectionable, or it could be the collateral fact that he is inadequate. All I could do is LLST.

Though not all lecturers are like him; I give you that. This semester's lineup is satisfactory. Then again, the schedule is causing a detrimental effect on my brain. Why is there no Lunar New Year in England!?! Do take into account a small percentile of the student cohorte working during CNY. Is that too much to ask?

Complaining because I was being lazy; asides other resentment. May the Gods and Deities study my modules and possesses me during project works, presentations and examinations.

哈哈。如果你看不出来我没有很想笑，我想你应该疯了。

Labels: Ponders, Rants, Studies/Work

Hmm, New Year resolution. 都初几了才来写。Oh well, I'm more traditional 么~ So writing resolution and 过年感想 together 咯.

School work is taking up my life so time past real fast. After my last class before CNY, I started the ardous task of cleaning the house. Joe helped a lot, for that I'm thankful.(He's just bored out of his mind waiting for 'O's results I guess.) Of course that means that over the course of five days, other than clothes shopping with Gene老婆， Fizh老公， Drew情妇，Starfish and Joe (thanks 老婆 for 抽空陪我 shopping the other day. 爱你的啦!) I haven't been online. Which really pisses Irvine & Shiraz babe course... 我留了埂 Wahaha... They will be so upset if they know my 老婆 & 老公 already saw that 词。*Hell yes, I'm tempting them.*

What do you think I am doing? What else? What we do every year. Anyway, on CNY eve, here's what happens:


You think 暖炉的 soup buy one 啊？ Must slowly 熬的啦！ So rich in flavor, you can't buy it anywhere else.
Then after food:


Photos a bit blur as requested by members present. Neng was not in the picture because he is busy at my side laughing at my lousy photo taking skills and my shaky hands after cleaning / packing / stocking / carrying stuff all afternoon. Oh well~ P.S: That brown thing there is Muffin! Cute hor...

Then, cleaning up. 要记得，不能在新年那天扫地啦，洗地的。 So, have to rush before 00:00. After that still need to 守岁。Legends says that 岁 used to be 祟，which is an imp that disturb kids on CNY night. It will go to children that are asleep and 'sayang' their head. Then, the kids will wake up stupid. (Poor kids.) That is aside of the tradition of staying up will help your parents increase their life span. I think that is why this two years I don't dare to sleep before 3am...

Of course that doesn't meant thats all. We have to prepare the gifts!


Then CNY comes and passes in a blur. (No, we did not speed pass the customs... Well maybe on the highway passing Machap...) The routine of sleep, visit, eat starts and finally I am back here again in Singapore. Poor Neng is trapped in Singapore due to enlistment but he still gets angbaos! On a side note: I watched CJ7 in Malaysia. First time I watch movie in Cantonese (very original) and that fluffy ball is uber cute! The fluffy fight dog is so funny~ I consider this a must watch!


And you all know? This 'Dicky' is a GIRL!!! lol There is also a male as female inside the show. Hint: this 'girl' like Dicky and got one judo club boy like him... erhm her.

Other stuff that happened includes:
I am so happy I got these two new albums. They brought me a lot of writing inspirations~ 推荐 - 盧學叡同名专辑 & 杨宗纬's 鸽子


Oh and my cousin had this cute little girl called Hailey. She's totally in love with my younger brother Joe! She only let selected few carry. And she hides behind either her mother or Joe when she is shy! Joe is 少girl杀手啦！ She's also easily tempted with food. Her mum and I kept joking that smuggler just need food to kidnap her away... Hailey, please don't 被食物骗去，好吗？


Also, must say this even though it happened way before CNY. I got to know new people due to Cin. Must go KTV again okay we had much fun. P.S: Think her whole department's colleague know me already? Wanted to thanks Michy as well, cause she made me feel like making things for selected particulars this Valentines. Friends~ I love you all! Wahaha.

Of course reunions will be happening this week, plus visiting elders (go take angbao say go take angbao 啦!) and friend's families.

So in conclusion, CNY is a very busy event for me, and yes, all the way till 初十五。But I still enjoy the time meeting cousins we rarely see, and random relatives that we might have never heard of. Its really not a chore (I guess if you don't count spring cleaning) once you get used to it. I would love to take this opportunity to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and thank all elders for their angbaos! And also I wanted to wish everyone a Happy St Valentines Day since its so near. Good luck for this new beginning and may those who bet WINS that 三百二十五万！ HUAT AH!
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I wish for World Peace(lol) and personally I hope I pass my exams so the school can kick my butt out and land me back in the workforce. Lastly my wishes are:
贫富皆丰衣足食；
世界无天灾人祸；
老百姓知足常乐；
家人们平安健康；
祖籍可人丁兴旺；
婚姻都甜蜜美满。
The rest, as long as happy, can 了。May all had as fufiling a CNY as mine.

Labels: Buys, Drabbles, Foodies, Happenings, Sing Along, Studies/Work, Theatrics

I need a new home for my photos. Yahoo Photos is closing on 18 Oct 2007 and Sony Imagestation is closing on 1 Feb 2008. However, they are disabling uploading and sharing on 12 Nov 2007.

Maybe I should just post it all to Multiply or Wretch...

Other suggestions on where to move to?

----On a side note----
Projects are due and the big exam is soon upon me. I will most probably be non-existential for the next few weeks. There's not much need to find me. Just leave a message and if I'm free, I'll find you.

Labels: Being Geek-ish, Studies/Work

It's been a long time since I last wrote stuff here. Guess my blog is bloody boring huh.

1) I changed the layout, which I gotta admit, is quite refreshing and colorful.
2) Had been working on various projects, both school and freelance.
3) Realise I am very very very broke!!! *cries*
4) Did I mention I am now a student?
5) 4 more days to 22 years old! Regret not celebrating my 21 *sobs*
6) Addicted to 终极一家，公主小妹，18禁不禁，換換愛，樱野三加一 and 大小愛吃! GTV rocks!
7) Deadlines! Stop watching TV!!!! (Opps)

Just some other random updates
Down with flu
Ser graduated from the school of theology
Pei just celebrated her birthday with her family last sunday
Cin and I met Tsuki @ pastamania after solving her friend's computer problem
Danson Tang's album is out. (Sounding not bad)
终极一家OST finally out!
Missing work, especially my ex-colleagues from SPC
Is a loner in school (quote from 1305's lecturer)
Getting pissed of the school's system!!!
Starting to regret going back to study? (Give me another 2 months, I'll say that sentence when projects are due)

Labels: Being Geek-ish, Foodies, Generic Day, Sing Along, Studies/Work, Theatrics

Let me just get this out of my system:

I'll like to thank everyone there working with me. It's been such a pleasure. Remember the days when I start out. September 1, 2005. A Thursday. Was waiting with Ed down at the lobby, feeling butterflies in my tummy. The good ol' days at Changi, where we run between 2 buildings, chill out on the roof or near Spen's smoking area @ Level 4, coincidentally meeting each other on trains, this group had so much fun. Then, now at Lor Chuan, becoming a contract staff, the once in a while farewell lunches, the interaction with the team, the chalets, the bowling outings.... Everything. Hopefully this is not good-bye.

Gosh, this felt weird. I was struggling to hold the tears back, all the way till I reached home. My Mum just had to butt in then. I shouted at her. Felt so sorry now even after I apologised. What can I say, we had a love-hate relationship -_-"' I love her so much, that sometimes, words from her just dig pass the surface too fast too hard. I cried after I shouted at her. Now, I felt better. (Thanks, Den. Oh and Cin, I love you la, that half day you take today, I ticket you back on 26 Apr OK~ :D)

天下没有不散的宴席。We might be over, but may the AMT 精神永远存在！ This post is dedicated to all of you. May you cherish the memories we shared as much as I do. I thank you all.

Mabel, Joanna, Wan Wan, Jia Yi, even Vincent and Sharon. Thanks for making my job a breeze. Mabel with her ever 'chill la' attitude, Joanna for the motherly-ness (yes I still remember the shopping trip we had when we are still in Changi), Jia Yi for all her help, even when I ask non relevant stuff =x Vincent and Sharon as well, for helping out and well, processing our stuff diligently :D

LOL, think I've got to specially mention Sylvia and Laura... Why the two? We look for each other more often? Thanks for the praises, though I don't really think I deserve them. We are after all just doing our jobs. 应该的。How can I forget the rest of the buyers team, I thank you. Be you:
1) Help us before
2) Nag at AMT Support before
3) Let us chase you for stuff
4) Bare with our (insert you choice of words here)-ness when we are short-handed

And Wynnie, thanks. I love you! Life saver! (Opps) Without you, I don't know where we will be, and believe me. I think a lot of people look for you all the time, and you can still finish your job with a flourish, ending always with a smile. I look up to your work attitude man!

The temps... Without you all, we will be under more tons of work, right? I understand your hard work, I was one once. Thanks for all the help. Temps now, temps then, we temps rox!!!! RAWR! ( And eh, Ed ah, I don't think what you say will work... It's a nice thought though, me run macro, Chris help Peter with RMA, and Jermaine become support temp. Wahaha, like 降级 -_-"')

How can I forget the team!?! Roll call!

Ruth - Thanks for bearing with me. Ever since you've taken over, I think I didn't help at all, only like create more trouble for you. Sorry ah.

Iris - Sunshine... You always bring 欢笑 to the team. Thanks for making many of my days.

Huiling - We don't talk much and when we do, it's about ghost. I recall my few conversations with you. Gosh... we really never talk hor? No... No more chalet / oversea ghost ok. We should talk about other stuff next time.

Darren - Thanks for watching our backs. For protecting our rights and being the anchor. 你有大将之风。谢谢你的照顾。

Joanne - Wistron.... =x Yes, thanks for giving me POs to load when I'm feeling bored. You seems to always have the right timing la... :D

Roland - I need to thank you, I learn some of my macros from you, you know. 你很值得信赖。And you bowling skills roxs! ;)

Lynette - Ever gentle and ever willing to help. We make mistakes you also 小小声解决。Thanks for not scolding us when we do give you trouble.

Jay - From when I just start out as contract, you have been ever helpful. (not saying you not helpful before that la) Thanks for all the lessons. P.S: I really didn't see very well. But I think I did not forget her la.... Tell her I say hi OK.

Ivy - I need to thank you. For the lessons, for making us understand the concept even though we start out as noobs. For keeping us in line. For the rides home. For everything...

And Peter - For comic relief. Oh and keeping me as insanely-sane as possible. 因为有你，才有“公司风云录”的诞生。我还真要谢谢你呢！

How could I forget about Boss?

I know this morning had been really difficult for you but there's nothing you can do. I appreciate you dropping it so gently to us. This just might be the reason why I am reacting so well, staying calm even at this point of time. The words will always rang in my head. Thanks for reaffirming my capabilities at work. I was having my doubts. Promise you I will think of what to do after.... this OK. 谢谢你雇用我。一个刚出社会的小孩，什么都不懂。You show me the ropes, help me recap 做人的道理。让我从当 intern 时的阴霾化为乌有。刚开始时，心中的忐忑不安，因您的笑脸随之而烟消云散。我非常喜欢这份工作。谢谢您的提拔，我会加油的。

Gawd. 黯然神伤。The screen is practically blurring. I really should stop writing or the keyboard will REALLY get a taste of tears and even (God no!) mucus. I will now end this post with mixed feelings, a tad of tears, and a whole load of memories. 希望这只是暂别，他日能在相见。

Labels: Happenings, Rants, Studies/Work

Oh dear, hell yes. That.... THING I hate is back again. I don't know why, but I can't seem to write anything more. It's really sad. Blocked for 2 whole months! My other job is now totally on hold. Verdant, don't kill me. Please?

Work on hand
Reviews - darn a lot of reviews to be written.
Setting up of characterisation profiles and background
Character Sketch
Story board
Blah... the list goes on and on, for work never ends.

On a side note: The other day, was talking to one of my colleagues about comics and manga. His words made me did a calculation of sorts and thanks to his 'equation', I figured I spent around 5K on mangas? Holy.... No wonder I had to sell my Jordans T-T

Quite a lot of projects (self taken on) to do. Guess I really need to get that portfolio done? So much to do, so little time! Erhm, file my Income Tax? Yupps done. What else? Work out more? lol Another conversations with my colleagues.... Quite interesting as the things we talk about.... Guess I really do click better with boys? Anyway, the talks made me realise how lucky it is to be single again. Wahaha

Wow! I wrote a blog entry just like that! Is my block gone???
(Plot bunny look irritated standing there with a sign saying "Hell NO!!!")

Opps, guess not.

Labels: Being Geek-ish, Buys, Ponders, Rants, Studies/Work