dementia praecox

Drew you idiot! You kite-flyer you! I am officially pissed off with you!

Other than that, I had a wonderful time last night / this morning.

Had fun introducing K.L to the clubbing scene. I didn't drink anything but I was high due to the atmosphere and the general sinking(?) feeling of the year ending and everyone getting one year older.

Cin, Bon, Jo joined us after their KTV session and we had fun club hopping in groups (someone have to look after the table), dancing wildly (more like flailing around), singing loudly to the songs and jumping onto one another.

We even saw familiar faces in the crowd. School mates, ex-colleagues... Then we spotted Gene as he club-hopped to Boiler Room too!

The countdown, the partying after, more flailing and floundering. By the time we cab home, we were shagged.

The tak-glam pictures are here~

Oh. Happy New Year everyone! And Happy Birthday to you Sungminnie and Ris~

Labels: Fangirling, Happenings, Meet-ups

A few day's after the queuing event, (my colleagues had been laughing at me for this... *grumbles*) I spot this article online and I was like Oh. My. God. (Sorry Shiwon.)Poor thing. I think she should have scout out and come queue overnight. (Since she could sleep anyway) Hope she gets better soon. Heard there's going to be a second show added so fans who cannot get the first concert's tickets still have a chance!

Anyway, been busy with work and missed the collection dateline (of my goody bag) but called and they say it's ok to collect anytime so I made a point to go down on a Saturday after work. I kind of face-palmed when I collected that goof of a goody bag.

The huge-ass plastic bag enough to put in a pair of denim long jeans.Here's the things that are in the goody bag.P.S: The blue gift wrapped thing is not included, I just use it as a background contrast because I don't want to show my bed.

... ... Don't get? Do you need so big a bag to put papers in? Saving Gaia, hello~

Oh well, what can I say? I'll treat it as a late Christmas present from Heeren and leave it as that then.

Labels: Fangirling, News 5 Tonight

这何尝不是变相的共襄盛举，但想想这份期盼得来不易。五千张票；试问亚洲地区有多少人为了宝蓝色的他们痴迷？

Obligations tied me to the spot but my heart was already there. It doesn't help that the live updates (on fb) were showing signs of this being the longest queue in the century by the time I could get my butt down.

Null emotions. Really. 19 November passed in a blur, and all I can really remember was eating dinner with the two A's (Adrian and Andrew) after dropping the other heavy stuff at his place and borrowed Drew's ipod touch "Just in case."

谢谢后援会的各位妹妹们。有你们的帮助现场的次序才能维持的像样。帮忙聚集、列排队名单、记下名字；没有辛劳也有苦劳。更何况你们从早上就在这里了，耐力真是惊人啊~

要说感谢，当然不能忘了劳苦功高的RITS和HMV,Heeren的各位。辛苦了。没有你们的协商，爱宝蓝色的大家会哭死的。

7:53PM. A discouragingly late time. Imagine the broadcasts (fb) had been going on about how there's already a group of 50+ people lining up by around 4pm+; plus if you tentatively calculate that everyone in the queue is buying the max amount of tickets (4) that would've been a 200+ tickets off ballot. Which is entirely possible due to the fact that the ones in the front are mostly lining up for the fan club. What about the online ticketing going on live at the same time? Fans love playing fastest finger first I tell you.

到现场时有点错愕的看着人山人海的场面，慢慢走向像是企划执行部的小妹。才发现精灵们（我拒绝叫自己妖精。）真是让人不爱也难。列表记名、互相帮忙看着位子好让邻居能上个厕所或买个便当什么的、先记录顺序然后再安排排队的队伍，还尽量让我们不挡着人家做生意。好乖，好乖。姐姐我好感动看得都快哭了。

队伍？想绕肠子一样。就是：又弯又长。

I mean really, who else can make me line-up overnight? Realise this is almost a once in a lifetime thing and since 2005 I've been wanting to see them. How can I not go!?!

头可断、血可流、SUJU不可不追求。

My darling handphone, I could almost kill. You drained so quickly even though I charged you the previous night. Too bad I didn't bring the charger to work. And what's with the malfunctioning screen suddenly? You do know you're a touch-screen phone, right? How am I going to call people? Can press number can sms but cannot send. What use has that got? You almost did me in you know, because I need that Singtel logo on your front page and you almost ran dry.

All the technology must be against me. Even Drew's ipod touch is fail. Cannot connect to the wireless even though Mister Mc Donald is just a few steps away while other people all around me happily connect. (Both physically and technologically. I must be a freak.)

我们共换了三次排队地点。第二地点是位于Heeren办公室出口旁的空地。突然有电台dj来访。访问到我后面那排还有个妈妈和孩子一起来排队的，让我有点羡慕的说~ 还拍了照什么的不过没在网上看到就是了。搞笑的事还有老外下了班路过还大声说了句“辛苦啦~”

坐在我前排的妹妹则是在看好久以前的《我们结婚了！》（貌似khuntoria第一集？）拜托还遮遮掩掩的，你以为我没看过！？我等啊等，还是接不上线惟有望空发呆。十二点的到来救了我快发霉的躯壳儿。终于，我们移向最后的排队等待区。
The pink tag every one in line have~ Sect A last row. A place where everyone go pass to go toilet. A spot where we are nearest to the road and quite possibly one of the few to be able to get good seats. There I look at the large pane of glass hanging above me and see all kinds of positioning. How many more hours to go as random people caught my eye and we nodded at each other in acknowledgement.
Section A
Boring me taking photo of me and the "Section A" paper *fails*
People and their random positions 时间就这样流逝着，有关单位还怕我们中暑，一直派人送水。却增加了排队上厕所的人数。我那里一直有人走进走出。越坐越不舒服。禅念都快变成残念了。好在还有几个能让我护眼睛的工作人员。当天开始微微泛蓝的时候，我站起身拉了拉筋。让我眼睛非常舒服的其中一位工作人员和我嘘寒问暖了几下，可惜没要到他/她的电话还引起了另一个养眼的他/她的提防？我是善良老百姓，不用怕我啦！

渐渐的，麦当当的早餐味开始飘香~ 而我完全没上厕所的等到了天亮。

With the rumblings (of my stomach and the crowd stirring) around, my mind refocus, the girls beside me kindly offered to get breakfast for me but I decline. I asked for the time. It's 6:50am. They went to line up for Mister Mac D while I look after their belongings. Nods of acknowledgements all around as people walk pass our row, in and out, in and out they go. I search my bag and almost hit myself when I realise I left my biscuits at Andrew's place. (Andrew, I hope you love them...) So I just close my eyes after the girls return and zoned out... I mean reach a Zen state of mind. Around me, camera flashes and reporters started approaching the people in the queue and the girls (my row) seems to panic because we are so close to the media but we don't want to get caught on papers. I continue to "Zen" with my head down, ear piece in place even though my batteries had ran out after the girls woke.

The guys with the water tanks are back and roaming around to give us much needed hydration (though I'm not sure about what the content of sugar in the F&N, Sarsi and Ice-cream Soda will do to the crowd later.)

大概又过了一个半小时，有关负责人拿了个大喇叭，通知要交替的快请人来交替，要上厕所的快去。九点准时封场。

好不容易等到了九点，又听到所谓的噩耗。工作人员指出了就算来排队等天亮也不一定等得到位子的可能，顿时唏嘘声四起。我和妹妹们抱着渺茫的希望（第一区最后一排应该还买的到吧。）继续坚持到底。不然呢？到现在才来放弃，是猪都没那么大只啦！

Finally it's 10am. All were told to get up and start packing to move into line. (I was a little mortified by the amount of garbage around and disappointed by people not cleaning up after themselves.) One of the girls had low blood pressure and with worried laden hearts we move slowly.

All the while, fans around us connect online to check the ticket sales and many lamented about site showing "sold out". We got more and more agitated as we move down the queue.

From RITS: The moving queue, with elves checking online. Can you spot me in the picture? 小妹后来排到树阴下后，也开始振作了。离售票处越近，就越精神。 *笑*

In our little elves group, I am the only one buying only 2 tickets. When one of the girls' friend called to ask if there are available tickets (they were camping online to get the tickets, however I think Sistics shut down that connection and let the people who queue up overnight get it first... So they have to come down instead.) I suggest that they use my remaining quota to buy.

表格填空~ 是说，我填写的表格编号： 131 （中奖了！）本来工作人员所说的，前一百名幸运儿会得到一个小礼包。之后却改成了首两百位。其实对排队的精灵们没差啦。重点是能买到票、能见到宝蓝色、能与众精灵们为宝蓝色编制他们梦想的宝蓝灯海。不过，能拿到当然开心~用熬夜排队换来的荣耀耶~

礼物兑换券编号：131 后来帮妹妹们买了票，我就高高兴兴地拿着礼物兑换券和票离开了。天空那时还微微的下起细雨，而我也只能在心里默默的祈祷着，“还在排队的众精灵们，加油啊~”

Labels: Fangirling, News 5 Tonight, Rants

Ended up too sick to be at work so am on MC today! Thus, I should sit down properly and write about this EPIC CONCERT OF THE YEAR!!! *stop spazzing to return to weak state* Ahem, okay.

*scratches*
I didn't know what came over me and not only did I spent over $60 on medication, the antibiotics (which is stronger than the usual one I use) is causing me rashes. This just sucks. Oh, and because of the concert *fan girl "AH!"*... Ya, because of the concert on 23 Oct, I lost my voice too.

Anyway, I began 23 Oct with a backlog check at office, after which met Phing at Square 2 for Popeyes branch. Really Med, who eat Popeyes for breakfast? I was feeling a little feverish by then.

Then the rest of the girls 陆续 arrived and we proceed to National Museum of Singapore for the Pompeii exhibition.My first impression of anything Pompeii related was a humorous comic by Mizuho Ksanagi titled "NG Life" which I would recommend everyone to go see because it is so damn humorous.

That aside, my knowledge in this area equals 0. This made me rather openly receptive to any and every information I can get out of the exhibition. I was a little ruffled by the speed we were going but then again, all of us has prior engagement so I couldn't complain too much.

Some highlights of the exhibition includes the 3D timeline sequence of the eruption (which, due to certain technical difficulties, was not 3D on the day of our visit -_-), the home furnishings of a typical (rich) household and lots of videos regarding the actual excavation, preservation, indexing of the acquired artifacts.I was really fascinated by the food produces that got preserved by the volcanic ashes and the general design of the kitchen wares. (You can't blame me really, *shrugs*) Their choice of religion is also an interesting study and I had fun looking at all that statues. However, I did feel a very strong emotional vibe from that place; something that I didn't tell the girls. All that feeling of desperation and distress is making me feel a bit down. Especially when looking at those plaster casts. Even in this air conditioned area I feel hot. Luckily for me, we didn't linger.Also at the end of the exhibition, there are many resources should you want to read in depth of the topic (mind, some in their original language aka foreign). I was totally engrossed in the types of volcanic ashes that was dug(?) up when suddenly (maybe not so suddenly,) the children hands-on section caught my eye. For family bringing kids there's the usual kids interaction corner where they can do coloring and make this awesomely cute gladiator's hat. Phing had to go ask for the paper cut out of the gladiator's hat(!!!) for me because I was too embarrassed to do so but I really wanted it. We had to quickly hide it because only children are supposed to have it but the staff was kind enough to spare us one...Thank you! I hope you all can tell how ecstatic I was!!! *huge grins**deep breath* Ya, that concludes the museum visit for the Pompeii exhibition.

By the time I walked to Plaza Singapura to get some much needed H2O, I was looking sickly pale and started sniffling from all that change of temperature.

I got 3 big bottles (it was on sale) of ice mountain and proceed to Singapore Expo for THE EPIC CONCERT OF THE YEAR!!! (=x)

I found a seat at Subway and all around me people were resting their feet from either a long day of squishing with other people (Electronics Fair and Robinson Sale??) or meeting up fellow fans (OMG those different club T-shirts.) Some hogged the table (like me O.o) making last minute touch-ups to their gifts for their idols while others sit together and just.... learn fan chants.

I waited *sniffles* and waited *sneezes* and waited *coughs* for one of the guys to freaking show. (A_A)# But apparently everyone was late (was I too early?) and I could only continue seating at the same place; contaminating the scene with the flu virus.

Later (much later...) the guys finally got to the scene. Gene was sick too. We dined on wraps and hurriedly proceed to the queue, (which I kind of regretted not doing earlier because of my condition but heard it was crazy ass long after) to get into the hall.

Met Zeke and his friends near the line-up spot and we had fun chatting about the different groups we like before the security spoil my mood by making me throw away my ice mountain (I really needed the water as I was sick) which I did (with force and grudgingly.)

Belatedly I understand that it could've been caused a nuisance if people throw their bottles (at the stage of something and hurt the guests.) so I have to apologize. Couldn't help giving the pissed look at that time though.

Anyway, when we enter the premises, surprise surprise!

1) The seating really sucks. I mean how much did we pay again? 200+ for "somewhat front seats" and this is what the seating looks like. Cat 2 first row hello!?!Not even going to bother commenting on the chairs that were tied together. Nope...

2) The commercial (which was repeated umpteen times *to the tribute of Shinee's "Replay, Replay, Replay" ?*)3) Our own bad choice of seating. Sigh. I knew I was going to regret sitting behind an entire fan club... T-T

4) The ultimate failure of a sound system. Like total fail. I can't even begin to describe how fail the fail is... Don't remind me.

We entertain each other by taking pictures of our 'chopped' hand. ... and waited.

The emcees open the show and Mr Yeo B G instantly became our favorite Minister of Foreign Affairs (for being able to bring the acts in *HURRAY*). I didn't catch much of what they say (because of the fail sound system) but over all, they ended quickly enough to not get boo-ed off stage by impatient fans.

*You might want to skip the MAJOR SPAZZ and jump ahead somewhere(or something...)*

OMG FT Island!!! I know I went crazy when "I Hope"'s interlude started. They totally rocked (even with the bad sound system)!!! Sing along session ensues and really we can't ask for a better opening act.

Next up, D.NA or Da Boss. AH KARAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *eyes gleamed over* Even though he moves to the far right of me, my high pixel eyes still zoom in on him like a homing device muahahaha (OMG I sound like a mad fan girl.) I was too high from FT Island for the ballad (though I really like how it sound) and kinda recognize "Stumble Stumble" but failed at "Amazing Boy". Gotta show the boys more love in the future.
*Updated on 27 Oct with song 3's title "Amazing Boy" thanks to (x)clusive. See their event coverage here!*

Ze:A next with the super catchy Mazeltov aka Full Week Song that goes Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday - Saturday - Sunday... and another 2 songs.
*Updated on 27 Oct: Songs 2 and 3 are "Leap for Detonation" and "Level Up"*

I was actually half-way gone and into my second pack of tissue when Infinite came up. Caught their debut song "Come Back Again" but was lost to "Wings" and "She's Back".

And suddenly, the crowd in front of me (Shawols) all stand up and climb onto their chairs! A lot of shouts could be heard from the back like "OIE!! =@" or "Sit down!" but the screams were obviously not working and I can't see if Jonghyun was with us or not and OMG everyone is making some kinda noise and I am dizzy and my neighbor (whom I promise to sing along with if SHINEE came up) pull me up and we all got onto our chairs and I heard Gene beside me muttering about it (the song) hopefully not being "Noona is so Pretty" since it's such an old song and SHINEE came up and sing "Noona is so Pretty"...

I was high (on medication and SHINEE) and even started moving to the dance moves of "Replay" and "Ring Ding Dong" even though I am standing on a chair and shaking from all the cold and dizziness and adrenaline. I finally confirmed that there will be no JongKey action for the night and "Lucifer" came on and my neighbor and I screamed at the top of our lungs like fan girls and chanted and sang along with the boys.

IT WAS CRAZY. The note Taemin 'inherited' from Jonghyun. Tae-kido was AMAZING.

Then "Hello" came on and everyone were still standing and I couldn't even hear the boys anymore and my ears were ringing.

Just when I got down from the chair and was going to sit, I saw the pink wave. Which promptly put my feet back on the seat of my chair as S.N.S.D came up.

My whole team of fan boys (left count 3, right count 2, back count 2) and I; we belt out the hits together with the fan chants (+ random episodes of 'insert favorite SNSD member's name here') like there's no tomorrow! We had the best karaoke time of our lives singing along to "Genie" [MAR.HAE.BWA! GENIE YAH!], "Oh!" [JI.GEU.MEUN SO.NYEO.SHI.DAE A.PU.RO.DO SO.NYEO.SHI.DAE YO.WON.HEE SO.NYEO.SHI.DAE SO.NYEO.SHI.DAE SA.RANG.HAE OH!] and "Run Devil Run" [SO.NYEO.SHI.DAE RUN DEVIL RUN!]

Went high when the girls said they will be back for concert here in Singapore and even higher when fans as one chanted 'Gee' until the girls came on with "Gee!" [GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY BABY~] with all the fan chants and the entire place rocked!

How could the show not end in a Big Bang with Big Bang!?! (Pun intended) Everyone remained standing and Singapore fans really showed that no matter the group we will show love to all K-pop groups by singing along with Big Bang as well... The ending of the concert had surely turned into a Big Bang mini concert with them singing the most songs (7 in total: "Gara Gara Go!", "Number 1", "Haru Haru", "Lies", "Last Farewell", "How Gee" and "Hands Up") per group. <3 acoustic="" and="" ands="" aru="" br="" hands="" haru="" literally="" much="" so="" throw="" up="" version="">*Updated on 27 Oct with all song names*

Finally everyone got on stage for the finale and sing MJ's "Heal the World" and all I can say was, this is it. This is the event every Singapore K-pop fan was waiting for. So many idols in Singapore, on stage, for this one concert. It was awesome and I was awe struck and this event will remain in my "List of EPIC moments" for the rest of my life.

Now, let me finish spazzing and prepare myself for the next EPIC moment of my life (SS3!!!) by working out and staying fit... OMG OMG yah... and out.

Labels: Fangirling, Happenings, Sing Along, Theatrics

Just when I swear that I won't ever do such a health detrimental thing like queuing up overnight ever again, this happens.More news on Running Into the Sun@FB as they are the official partner for Super Junior Show 3.

Target -> Saving $300 for Super Show 3 on 29 Jan 2011. RITS better do a better job at ticketing than Proof Label or I'm most probably gonna pull my hairs out...

Labels: Fangirling, News 5 Tonight

I should have known this would happen. "Queuing will not be entertained" my ass! Korean Pop Night Concert ticket 果然一票难求。

Neng and I got to the venue at 9am, being the law-abiding Singaporean we are. We failed at being the 'kiasu' Singaporean we should be. Apparently, a queue had already started on the night before the official ticketing starts. Even police and ambulance were called in.

More crazy shit ensues when I heard from my friend that while queuing (unofficial) the staff of 313 attempt to move them away from the main building by giving out queue tags. Unfortunately, these disorientated people cannot differentiate the start of the queue to the end of the queue, thus giving a 100+ people advantage.

And then the first thing I heard when I reach that place was the 'first person' queuing over night had already gotten his 10 tickets. Holy f***tard!

Can you imagine how desperate we were? Good thing we meet Zeke on the scene and some kind fellow K-pop fans. Lucky for us, we finally got 2 queue numbers on our side. Thanks Azrul.Though the number we got was a bit... far back? Like I say, lucky for us we only need 7 tickets in total (after much calling and such).

Since they say we can come back later when its our queue number's turn, we decided to go do whatever we have to do and meet back. So, Neng and I walked to Plaza Singapura for lunch. I met Ruth there! Such coincidence.

After lunch, we walked to Suntec for the IT fair. Which was in a way crazy too. (The fair, not the walk...) That's also when I realize all the events going on (the Peranakan Food Fair, the Rock Band Competition, the IT Fair, the Korean Concert queue...)

There, I met up with Drew and Pat. We shopped around but I was horridly distracted by the constant calls back and forth (live updates from 313 lol). Much too soon, Zeke told me he's lining up. I contacted Neng and we ran all the way down (with a friend of his...) On the way, as we neared 313 a guy and a girl stopped us suddenly. *打 brake* The girl made a grab for my hand and kept saying things like "OMG you're so WHITE! Are you local!?!..." and I was totally O_O because I didn't know how to react. Lucky for me, Neng's friend just grab my other hand and pull! All the while during our 'escape route' he calls out "Sorry we're in a hurry~"

Well, we managed to reach there on time (Zeke is like 3 person from the ticketing booth) and...See ya all there!!! *Huge Grins*

After that, I walked back to Suntec and got the news that Pat got himself an Iphone 4!!! We had this conversation like 3 hours ago:

Pat: Should I get an Iphone 4?
Me: I heard it breaks easily, due to all the glass surface. And you being so careless... (I let it trail off for effect.)
Pat: But really, should I get an Iphone 4, since the company is paying and all...?
Me: You must consider, do you really need it? (Gist is my disapproval, no?)
Pat: So I shouldn't get one?
Me: Yah, most probably not...

Anyway, Ying哥 is obviously better at the persuasion game. So Pat got his Iphone 4.

Then we went for steamboat dinner; in which Sam can't make due to his broken leg, Drew almost got killed despite the care we took to separate our utensils, Pat ran back to Suntec to get his Iphone 4 (O.o), Gina got confused by speaking policies with us and Ying哥 almost got me to drink.

Also, Drew "拌屎" onto himself, got angry and slam table. I got pissed off at him on that point.

Which kind of conclude my very hectic day.

Labels: Fangirling, Foodies, Happenings, News 5 Tonight

Suffering from crazy ass back pain since last Sunday. Seriously think I pull something; didn't know what though. I had been going around bending like an old lady, can't even straighten my back up. Sad right?

All we did was... Well, all I did was look after Ced's bait, listen to music, make muffins, eat Japanese dinner, bowled and Dance Dance Revolution. Like what the heck broke my back?

Thank God for Salonpas... (Siwon must look scandalized...)

Labels: Fangirling, Foodies, Meet-ups, Sing Along

Saw the news of Super Junior coming to Singapore. Starting to miss the old days when they are 13. With Han Geng gone, what will happen to Super Junior M? With Henry back in Toronto and Korean fans still against him and Zhou Mi, can the sub group survive? P.S: Congratulations to Super Junior's 4th Album Bonamana's success.

Super Junior - Bonamana

Ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddadaddarabba
Ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddadaddarabba

[SIWON] Neon alggamalgga alggamalgga neomu yebbeun miina
Nal michyeotdago malhaedo nan niga jotda miina
[HEECHUL] Nuga jeonhaejweo my baby, to my baby naega yeogi itdago malya
Gidalinda malya (Baby, you turn it up now)

[KYUHYUN] Neon, gatabuta, gatabuta mal jom haera miina
Ni maeumeul gajyeotdamyeon geunyang naneun salmyi winner
[YESUNG] I sesangyi ichiran, ichiran, yonggi itneun jareul ddara
Na gateun nom malya

[RYEOWOOK] Ye male say, yeol beon jjigeumyeon neomeoganda
Eusseug, eusseug, eusseug
[SUNGMIN] Geunyeoneun gangjeok ggeuddeogeobtda
Bbijjug, bbijjug, bbijjug.
[RYEOWOOK + SUNGMIN] Nan eoddeogargga eoddeogargga geunyeomani
Nae gwansimin geol, geol, geol

Bounce to you, bounce to you nae gaseumeun neol hyanghae jabil sudo
Eobseul mankeum ddwigo itneungeol
Break it down to you, down to you nae gaseumi neo, neol gajji
Motandamyeon meomchul georanda (nal barabwara)

Borggamargga, borggamargga, borggamargga na gateun namja
Bonchemanche, bonchemanche, bonchemanche doraseo bwado
Bogobwado, bogobwado, bogobwado na bagge eobtda
Bonamana, bonamana, bonamana (Baby, you turn it up now)

[DONGHAE] Mweol sargga, sargga, sargga, sargga neoreul wihan seonmul
O, michigetda. Saenggakman haedo joahal ni moseub
[KYUHYUN] Listen girl! [DONGHAE] Joahae
[KYUHYUN] Baby girl! [YESUNG] Saranghae
[KYUHYUN] Namani neoreul wihan namja
[YESUNG] Deureojweo bwa neoreul hyanghan gobaek

[RYEOWOOK] Nae mamyi say, aeman taeuji malgo jebal
Ggeudeok, ggeudeok, ggeudeok
[SUNGMIN] I noryeok jeongdomyeon narado guhae
Giteuk, giteuk, giteuk
[RYEOWOOK + SUNGMIN] Nan eoddeogarago, eoddeogarago geunyeomani
Nae jeonbuin geol, geol, geol

Bounce to you, bounce to you nae gaseumeun neol hyanghae jabil sudo
Eobseul mankeum ddwigo itneungeol
Break it down to you, down to you nae gaseumi neo, neol gajji
Motandamyeon meomchul georanda (nal barabwara)

Borggamargga, borggamargga, borggamargga na gateun namja
Bonchemanche, bonchemanche, bonchemanche doraseo bwado
Bogobwado, bogobwado, bogobwado na bagge eobtda
Bonamana, bonamana, bonamana na bagge eobtda

[LEETEUK] Nan deudyeo michilgeoya. Pogbarhae beoril geoya
[HEECHUL] Deo mot chamgesseo geunyeomanyi milgo danggigi
[EUNHYUK] O jinjja michilgeoya Nuga jom malryeobwa bwa
[SIWON] Ireoke himdeul georan geol nuga marhaesseoyaji

[RYEOWOOK] (It's) True, true nae gamjeongeun gal gosi eobseo
Nege majchweo beoringeol neon jal aljanni
[KYUHYUN] How to keep loving you? Naega jinjja nege jaralge idaero nal sseogyeo
Dujima

[YESUNG] Gidarinda Miina!
[SHINDONG] Hope you'll step to me, step to me
[YESUNG] Saranghanda Miina!
[SHINDONG] Bring it, sign to me, sign to me
Hahahaha hahahahaha
[RYEOWOOK] Geunyeoga imi nal barabol
[KYUHYUN] junbiga dwae isseotna bwa

Bounce to you, bounce to you nae gaseumeun neol hyanghae jabil sudo
Eobseul mankeum ddwigo itneungeol
Break it down to you, down to you nae gaseumi neo, neol gajji
Motandamyeon meomchul georanda (nal barabwara)

Borggamargga, borggamargga, borggamargga na gateun namja
Bonchemanche, bonchemanche, bonchemanche doraseo bwado
Bogobwado, bogobwado, bogobwado na bagge eobtda
Bonamana, bonamana, bonamana na bagge eobtda

Labels: Fangirling, Ponders, Sing Along

Been sorting out some very old notes since exams... And my laptop's hdd went click click yesterday. To think, Mr Tham told us not to kill trees and bring our laptop for the notes and stuff... Guess I will continue killing trees.

I feeling terrible because I lost all the songs I wrote recently. Pissy mood. 'Run Devil Run' had been running through my mind... A lot (more than 'Lupin' unfortunately)... My mp3s T-T

Figures that my return post will be complaints... Life sucks... Everyone, let's all die together~

On a happier note, Happy Birthday to Joleen and Eric!

Labels: Birthday Post, Fangirling, Rants, Studies/Work

I swear, I'm as converted to a HaeHyuk fan as the amount fan-fics I've read... :D

Labels: Fangirling

Major build-up. A lot of allocated meet-ups. Some crash and burned, others neglected, one even combusted on itself.

I met Carol on 17.12.09 and 23.12.09. How long since the last contact? 2 or 3 years ago? Time really flies... Reminisces on life long ago and laugh at old stuff. We had fun. *Still waiting for photos*

23.12.09 - Met Ying in train station. Chat below our block and had fun sharing perfumes.

24.12.09 - The most impromptu meet-up ever. Poly clan met and chat. Aston was wonderfully... interesting. And so approaches Christmas~ *Photos here*

29.12.09 - Lunch很补。 Night spent at Down Town East, Da Jie's chalet. Somehow, I rubbed people off the wrong way.

30.12.09 - Frog Porridge! Bodyguards and Assassins brings out random patriotism. I sniffled.

31.12.09 - Almost forgot we were meeting up. Quite 欠打 right? We ate at T.C.C and went KBOX. There was a system change but we manage to grasp it and manhandled it the rest of the way. Siti and I had fun singing malay songs. Major language crossing ensues. Korean, Chinese, Canto, Spanish, English, Japanese... We went crazy with the remote and bouts of giggles. Counted down and shouted "Happy New Year" at Cindy in the toilet~ then ran out to watch fireworks without her. Too bad she called me when the best part of fireworks happened. I was recording a video of it. Laughed at everyone's childish antics, whistling and randomly standing very still to avoid getting "attacked" by sprays. Then getting swamped on the road and took the train home.

01.01.10
Anticipating Kang In's return, to Hankyung's matter being resolved. To everyone's breather. Hopefully this will be a better year; do well in studies, work hard, play hard, earn much. Stay healthy, stay happy, welcome back the dimples.

Stay alert, fresh. Be cool. Everyone, Happy 2010.

Family watched AVATAR on 3D. It was amazing in so many ways.

02.01.10
Shoot some hoops, chatted and had a nice drive. Curry Fish Head then movie. "Old Dogs" was hilarious. I think Med and Iris even choked on their pop-corn and drinks respectively. I just grew breathless with peals of unending laughter. What to do? 我笑点太低了。

03.01.10
Why was bowling canceled!?! P.S: New layout for the new year. Simple is good?

04.01.10
And now here we are. I am leaving for school~

Labels: Fangirling, Foodies, Meet-ups, Studies/Work, Theatrics

This crackalistic post just give me LOLs. What a great way for SUJU to start September. This just brings on the smiles as I end mine...

ELF: What type of girls does Siwon Gege like?
Siwon: Kind-hearted.
Kibum: Christians can’t tell lies, right?
Siwon: …… Beautiful, hot body.

ELF: Gege, reply me, let me feel blessed too.
Eunhyuk: Reply.
Ryeowook: Reply reply.
Sungmin: Reply reply reply.
Yesung: Reply reply reply reply.

ELF: Congratulations to Kangin for being the most popular in UFO, there is a special prize of $1000, for instructions to collect the prize, please reply.
Kangin: Reply!
Hankyung: You are a Chinese ELF, the one who used the same method to trick me into replying the other time?

ELF: Han Geng Han Xiao Meh, yes, i’m calling you, don’t pretend to not hear, make a sound.
Hankyung: Meh~~~
Kangin: Chinese ELF? Caught!
Yesung: Have you eaten?
Donghae: Give me iced water, thanks, i’m hungry.

ELF: SJ-T fighting! SJ the top!
Donghae: Who is SJ-T, ELF, please support SJ-M!
Yesung: All of the adorable ELF, please support SJ-H!
Ryeowook: Don’t forget about KRY!
Leeteuk: All of you tired of living? Go back to sleep!
Shindong: Heechul hyung and Hankyung hyung are in the bathroom giving Champagne and Heebum a bubble bath, tears, I haven’t bathed.

ELF: I love you! Kim Jaejoong!!!
Hankyung: How do you know that i’m currently on the phone with Jaejoong?! Amazing! Jaejoong, it’s yours……
Donghae: Wo Ai Ni! Xiang La Xiao Long Xia!
Heechul: Lee Donghae, don’t embarrass yourself together with your Hankyung hyung……
Hankyung: Heechul…… you’re biased!
Leeteuk: Low key low key!

ELF: Heechul Gege and Hankyung Gege, get married!
Yesung: I do!
Heechul: With who? Hankyung? Don’t know him very well.
Hankyung: Irresponsible fella, don’t have to take responsibility after eating?
Siwon: Hyung, please help me stop my nose from bleeding.
Hankyung: What were you thinking, I was talking about eating my Beijing Fried Rice!
Leeteuk: Kids…… Keep it low key

ELF: One who only reads the messages and not reply are fools.
Donghae: Referring to you, the one below.
Kyuhyun: Referring to you, the one below.
Ryeowook: Referring to you, the one below.
Kibum: ……
Eunhyuk: Now, can’t dive either?
Hankyung: You cannot see me, you cannot see me……
Siwon: To prove that I’m not a fool……
Leeteuk: All of you are really free nowadays, is it?

ELF: Is Heechul Gege playing games again?
Kangin: Zai nan zai nan!
Donghae: You are the zai nan, you and Leeteuk and your whole house are all zai nan.
Heechul: Donghae! Good job!

ELF: Hankyung Gege, your body is really good, let us take a look while you are bathing.
Heechul: Hankyung, remember to collect money.
Leeteuk: Good idea, I’ll pay here.
Hankyung:To go out to collect money while bathing, isn’t that crazy.

ELF: Geges(s) have to be together forever.
Leeteuk: Together with every ELF forever, love all of you.
Kyuhyun: Hyung, that was really greasy.
Shindong: Nods.
Yesung: Digs nose……

ELF: Gege(s) usually read fanfictions about who?
Shindong: about KangTeuk child-bearing, Eunhyuk’s recommendation.
Leeteuk: ……
Donghae: Xi Jing, Hankyung hyung’s recommendation.
Hankyung: ……

Labels: Fangirling

How can I describe this feeling? A little bit of guilt mixed within something like love but tinted with a little something which causes me sniffles from all the feeling of being cherished and treated well of.

People must think I am an attention grabber, from all my outward, loud, hyper personality. But not many people really know me for me. Maybe I am just afraid to share that much. Like Cindy said in her previous entry, our life is like playing a game. The game of life; where every step we took is like a throw of the dice. Everyone play the same game, and the throws, whether good or bad will bring you to the end. I told her, pray hard that you don’t land in the ‘car accident’ square, or the ‘lawsuit’ one… Like it or not, the ‘throws’ were ultimately made by you, with or without anyone’s influence. I realized that thinking positively is very important, so if I made any depression statements again, please go ahead and shoot me. *grins*. The main point is that the journey is made more ‘happening’ from the people who travel with you and aren’t I glad for those.

The country was recently surrounded by illness, and the news of a great someone dying made me think really hard. Why stress over so much stuff? If we’d only relax, maybe we wouldn’t have done a lot of stupid things that we did. I was once a victim of peer pressure and stress so I know how that feels. I cannot blame it, but I do have to apologized to all the people I’ve hurt in the process. I need to thank all the people who hurt me in the process too, because without them, I would not be what I am.

Why this long speech? Well, partly because I had the time since I am not working today and also because a few things that had been going on made me treasure my friends a lot more. Recently I met my Craig baby at a café and he actually looked at me, did a double take, gasped very gaily and exclaimed, “Ah! Jo! My CD!!!” Never mind that we’ve not met for like seven years and I barely recognized him. Seriously, the whole café’s population was like looking at us then. Oh, and he hugged me. Like a bear hugging its cub, or, a murderer killing his victim. LOL Two hours later, I finally got the gist of his greeting and I was further embarrassed by his crying. Seems random to my topic? Not at all, the CD was Michael Jackson’s Thriller. Craig was so upset that he cried in a public place. Which was really embarrassing, but that’s not the point. The point is, Craig loved that man. I went back after that and got him that Thriller CD. Even though it was a birthday gift from him, but I think he needed it more than me now.

My world was surrounded by Chinese music. Had always been so since before I was born. My Mum listens to the radio a lot and she only knows Chinese. We are what you typically called a Chinese speaking family. English was not even a second language. I know Malay before I know English because my Mum’s from Malaysia. I’ve been singing Chinese and Malay songs before I even heard about English. M.J is not the one that got me to listen to English pop; I had BSB, Boyzone and Spice Girls to thank for that. However, he’s the first one that got me interested in singing in falsetto, and as you’d probably guessed; dancing. Unfortunately, I found out a long time ago that I danced like a cardboard gorilla so I stopped. But the falsetto, helped earned enough to support a kid’s reckless lifestyle back then. She’s learned a lot of life teachings from it too. So she’s grateful for that. Michael was the first to prove to me that there’s such a thing as a female voice in a guy, and vise versa. (That’s what I thought it was called, the term ‘falsetto’ I learned way later when I got into listening to opera.)

Speaking of which, I can no longer sing. The report’s out, I misused my vocal chords and damaged it. I can no longer hit notes like I used to and it made me painfully numb. I cried outside the doctor’s office.

Anyway, back to M.J. I read somewhere about this Jordan Chandler that pissed me off. He accused Michael of asking sexual favors from him. Did I mention I hate his kind? It’s considered betrayal, asshole! I hope you have nightmares, idiot. Another idiot I have to mention, Lori Drew. She should grow up. Using the net to bully someone is childish. Bullying your 13 year old female neighbor is childish. Causing her to hang herself… You are a mother too! What if it’s your child? Poor Megan Meier, losing her life so early; and the judge said, “… tentatively granting the defense motion to throw out the convictions and would render a final, written opinion at some point in the future.” Like WTF. 请还她一个公道。

Onward to another subject that almost made me cry, writing. How long have I stopped? Iwai-san, you are F.T.W.! Can I tell you how much I love you like again? I will continue writing even if you’re the only one to read my works. I promise. Here’s the conversation that got me sniffles. So this extra long entry is partly your fault too. *pouts*I did mention I don’t have many friends, didn’t I? My Mum says that’s good because she can have more tables for relatives at my wedding. *roll eyes* That’s taking it a bit too far right!?! I don’t even have a boyfriend! Like where did the comment come from? Oh, I remember, lots of second degree friends / colleagues getting married. Please don’t ask me when I am going to get a boyfriend next Chinese New Year, or God helps me…

Anyway, I am going out later to have dinner. We are going to eat crabs!!! I love seafood and I think that being a Singaporean means you have the advantage of being in the food haven so you should enjoy all the variety of food you can get here.

Last thing before I go, Girl and Boy Generation is so kawaii!!! FTW as well. Btw, SNSD’s Genie (mini album) is out. I am a happy rabbit and I am signing out~

Labels: Fangirling, Foodies, News 5 Tonight, Ponders, Rants

I woke with an "Ah!!!" and realised...

I FREAKING MISSED THE GOLDEN MELODY AWARDS!!!! *cries*

So, I am going to watch it like when its done loading. Anyone else who want to see it click below.

RED CARPET | INTERVIEWS | GOLDEN MELODY AWARDS PART 1 | GOLDEN MELODY AWARDS PART 2

*Sitting here staring at the screen waiting for Super Junior to be on*

*Edited on 28 June 09 5:25am*
OMG!!! SUPER JUNIOR!!! O.o I can go sleep now~ :D

Labels: Fangirling

The concert yesterday was wonderful! We sang to every song! We were so bloody high it was like we took drugs! *giggles* You know he still got it. HARLEM YU ROCKS!!!

Labels: Fangirling, Sing Along, Theatrics