dementia praecox

Back early from school, dinners' takeout at pasar malam. Hmm... Food.
Neng taking picture of the 'mua ji'嘟嘟糕Tako烧台湾香肠Japanese Pizza鱼漂羹真得很晚吃的晚餐

Labels: Foodies

Andrew, please don't pass the flu virus to me again and again... We pass 来 pass 去 totally not 好玩咯~

Side note: Color Genics, seems a good way for boss to test us out? I hope not.

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.

You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

You don't really give in. You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.

It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.

You are experiencing extreme frustration at this point of time, trying to achieve security and peace of mind, but whatever you seem to do doesn't effect the situation. You are worn out and your energy is being seriously depleted. You may be experiencing what is known as 'heartache' - both mentally and physically. You are a listener and you listen and respond to everything that is going on around you. You feel that all that life has to offer should be within your grasp and you would like to participate in every part of it but the situation is such that every door seems to be closed to you. You just can't understand why that is. But it is - and what's more you feel powerless to change it.

You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength. You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.

-- This is making me feel depressed all over again. Assignment 1, when can I finish you? --

Labels: Quiz, Rants, Studies/Work

Recently read an email about this. I guess some people already seen this picture floating around and expressed their thinking over it.

The brief story goes like this: If you are able to change the course of the train, will you change it to the unused tracks and save the three kids? Mind that one kid is playing on the unused tracks too.

Many people will choose to save the 3 kid playing on the railway tracks and forsake the kid on the unused one. Which, I think is totally unfair. Also, many will change their views after reading the email and say they will not change the course of the train. Reason, the unused tracks are not used for a reason and changing the course will endanger the people on the train too.

When I first saw the picture, I thought of not changing the tracks first. Why? Not because I thought of the above reason first. I was thinking more along the line of, these kids playing at the railway tracks need to be taught a lesson, and the bloodier it is, the better the effect. Harsh teachings? Maybe~ But is it really harsh when thousands of lives were involved?

Labels: Ponders

This shit is fucking lame. Funny as hell though. I was deeply entertained.
Like quite accurate? Then again, is it really?

Side Note: Congratulations to Aishah and Fadli~ Have a Blessed Marriage~

参考早报周刊《zbW》的每日生肖运程和每周星座，今天让我特认同的。感冒啊，你何时会好？
属牛的朋友：今天什么事也不想做得你，不妨趁此机会让自己好好休息一下，松懈身心。
处女座的朋友： 桃花渐渐散去，感觉疲惫，希望能够好好休息。有机会接手复杂任务，记得自己也会需要承担更多责任。

Labels: News 5 Tonight, Quiz, Rants

I saw a set of really nice legs today. Not too thin and with gap between, and all was fine until she walked. *Sigh* No one is perfect indeed. Like there are a million things I could think of that I want to change about myself but still, I am not lenient with others. Sharing similar experience with other people only make it worst. Why can't I just sleep it off?

Labels: Ponders, Rants

Maybe I should take up archery or something...

Labels: Rants

I swear, I'm as converted to a HaeHyuk fan as the amount fan-fics I've read... :D

Labels: Fangirling

Yay, new group mates... Wish we hang out well. Gambatte ne?

Labels: Rants

I miss you already. Send me the pictures~ and the songs! Your cousin is so cute <3 *huggles*

Labels: Rants

Major build-up. A lot of allocated meet-ups. Some crash and burned, others neglected, one even combusted on itself.

I met Carol on 17.12.09 and 23.12.09. How long since the last contact? 2 or 3 years ago? Time really flies... Reminisces on life long ago and laugh at old stuff. We had fun. *Still waiting for photos*

23.12.09 - Met Ying in train station. Chat below our block and had fun sharing perfumes.

24.12.09 - The most impromptu meet-up ever. Poly clan met and chat. Aston was wonderfully... interesting. And so approaches Christmas~ *Photos here*

29.12.09 - Lunch很补。 Night spent at Down Town East, Da Jie's chalet. Somehow, I rubbed people off the wrong way.

30.12.09 - Frog Porridge! Bodyguards and Assassins brings out random patriotism. I sniffled.

31.12.09 - Almost forgot we were meeting up. Quite 欠打 right? We ate at T.C.C and went KBOX. There was a system change but we manage to grasp it and manhandled it the rest of the way. Siti and I had fun singing malay songs. Major language crossing ensues. Korean, Chinese, Canto, Spanish, English, Japanese... We went crazy with the remote and bouts of giggles. Counted down and shouted "Happy New Year" at Cindy in the toilet~ then ran out to watch fireworks without her. Too bad she called me when the best part of fireworks happened. I was recording a video of it. Laughed at everyone's childish antics, whistling and randomly standing very still to avoid getting "attacked" by sprays. Then getting swamped on the road and took the train home.

01.01.10
Anticipating Kang In's return, to Hankyung's matter being resolved. To everyone's breather. Hopefully this will be a better year; do well in studies, work hard, play hard, earn much. Stay healthy, stay happy, welcome back the dimples.

Stay alert, fresh. Be cool. Everyone, Happy 2010.

Family watched AVATAR on 3D. It was amazing in so many ways.

02.01.10
Shoot some hoops, chatted and had a nice drive. Curry Fish Head then movie. "Old Dogs" was hilarious. I think Med and Iris even choked on their pop-corn and drinks respectively. I just grew breathless with peals of unending laughter. What to do? 我笑点太低了。

03.01.10
Why was bowling canceled!?! P.S: New layout for the new year. Simple is good?

04.01.10
And now here we are. I am leaving for school~

Labels: Fangirling, Foodies, Meet-ups, Studies/Work, Theatrics